Monday, September 11, 2006
still don't have internet at my place.
typing furiously away in the school computer lab- it's nice, i feel busy and very occupied.
i love how the dutch language sounds. especially when girls speak, it sounds very fun (for lack of a better word)
went to utrecht yesterday with aaron, andrew, trevor, dylan, jaime, danika and sandy.
there was the uitfeest going on, also known as the cultural party/festival.
and yes, i finally met up with bram. after 7 months.
i don't know how i felt, or how i am feeling right now.
it's really kind of over, of course i miss him still especially knowing that he's right beside me physically but knowing that i can't do anything.
we spent the whole day together, and he is very much the same person,
except now i think i've changed.
i am not very interested in getting my heart broken again,
i'm really not looking forward to any further drama or complications than i already face.
never thought i'd be able to handle myself when i saw him.
but i think i did fine, very proud of myself.
so too bad, and so long.
wai * 4:31 AM *